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salam.

just stopping by. been like, what? 3 months? sorry.. will keep up. promise. but for now, i’m off to sleep. sunday is my only day off. so gotta use it wisely. nightie night~~

salam.

heyya. its fourth day of raya already?? that means my holidays are getting vewy vewy near to the end.. oh nooo! hoho.

been wanting to blog since a few days ago, dunno why. so lets get on it. i was sick on 1st syawal. how sad could that be huh? luckily i did manage to snap pictures and salam2 and collect duit raya from close relatives before i doze off~ it started with a stomachache as soon as i woke up. then i took a freezing bath. all my nails turned blue. after the usual morning raya routine, there was an idle. uncles and aunties were trying to decide whether they were to go for raya trip that day. so since i have nothing to do, the pain came back. it was sooo bad i had to sleep. when i woke up a few hours later, the temperature has risen. so i slept again. until the next morning. haha.

so as u might notice, i didn’t eat anything for the whole day. i didn’t go for raya trips the whole day. i even missed the annual all-family-raya-night-dinner.. sob sob. thankfully, the next day was a lot better. of course there’s still some dizziness and a little weak. well what do you expect? a day without-food-and-all-sleep!

things to do on holiday. assignments. revision. retail placement! *sigh* gotta pull myself together. focus girl! must complete all. no compromise. avoid procrastination. (haha. like that’s possible?)

sleepy-ness kicking in. haven’t got any sleep all night doing nothing. so imma de-blog and hit the bed.

ciao! tc and happy eid mubarak~

salam.

my august post. hehe. first things first, happy 52nd independence day to all malaysian! unfortunately i dont feel the celebration mood. maybe because there is no celebration. well, its fasting month. so, we gotta respect that. alhamdulillah. hehe.

i’m not really in the mood for blogging rite now. but its really no hassle to jot down a few words here. today’s only the 10th day of puasa. iftar was with nasi with sambal udang, telur and kerabu mangga. yummy. thanks syfq’s mom.. home cooking is always the best.

anyway, tomorrow’s schedule is super tight! class is 830 am straight to 6 pm! woot! awwww. its gonna be very tiring.. should sleep early tonight. but haven’t finished preparing for tomorrow’s presentation. the person’s who is supposed to gather the slides isn’t home yet. where is she? i gotta make sure my part isn’t going to collide with any other members. hmmm.

just a short one for now. nescafe? hmm. take care people.

salam.

so its 1.35 am, july 31st. should go to sleep now cuz in the morning i’m supposed to meet up with mira at tangkak, and later on off to rembau, overnight at izzati’s. been a while since my last visit to bongek. hehe.

i guess holiday was okay up until now. a lil bored, but hey i think i like it better than overly-hectic-days. yes, i’ve had some of that. huu. time for a lil confession. urm. i think i spent a lil TOO much last wednesday. :p more than 500! arghh. but i’m looking at the positive side here. i’m not going to regret it. i can’t afford to. hehe.

bought a new supernova handphone. replacing my darling daun. the batt was starting to be bothering.. so i had to say goodbye. (wave) also got myself a hooded sweater and a shirt. and its all in girlish colours. ouch! haha. nothing wrong with that though. its just pretty odd to me. heeee.

i’m looking forward to the weekends. will be spending two days with some friends at sungai kemensah. a little bit of camping and waterfall-ing kinda thing. we’re gonna have BBQ! and paintball! hope everything goes smoothly~

oh, and i’m going to be united with my dearie car soon! hope u’re in good hands. heee. suddenly remembered johnny depp in public enemies. the way he enters the bank in a robbery. goshh! i’m melting. aaaahhhh~ i love you johnny!!! HAHA.

ok anyway, still on with the same wishlist. aja aja, fighting! i’ll see you when i see you. (hopefully next month *wink*)

abcdefghijklmnopqrstvwxyz still…

salam.

i guess i missed june’s post. wahaha. didn’t mean to though. by the end of that month i was pretty occupied. i’m sorry mr blog. huhu.

anyway, moving on.. i am now free! yay! had to quarantine myself for 7 days because of the darn H1N1 virus outbreak at penang. it was pretty scary. more and more got infected. well, you could say it was turning to something ugly. chaos! hoho. surely nobody wanted it to be like that. it just happened.

on friday i’m off to the new campus. well, i planned to. i dunno why i’m kinda excited. eventhough others seem to not like it. whats to like? i mean, its in the middle of nowhere! slow internet. poor phone reception. food-scarce. not to mention the stairs. it takes forever! (yes, thats what they said..) i hope i’m not going to be too dissapointed once i get there. it should be a fresh, new start. i WANT a fresh, new start. huhu.

current mood. just now was depressed by the neighbour. god, i hate people whose “manja x tentu pasal”!! urghh. annoyed. irritated. you get what i mean. pffft.. you got the wrong person la bro. wondering why i’m so depressed? because he was too near. i’m not “perasan” or anything, but i felt as if whatever i do he is going to know. as if my movements are being watched. who cares right? but still, its not comfortable okayyyy. one of the reasons i wanna be away now!
gonna miss the house. gonna miss luqman. and umi. and abah. and boy. and afiq kot. hehe. seldom hangout with afiq, so i’m used to being away from him i guess. hope the homesick-disorder won’t be too severe. haha.

theres something i wanna do. and share. my wishlist;

• new semester, new place, new SPIRIT
• better, healthier, fitter ME
• AIM, stand my ground!
• love myself more
• smile
• i want YOU. i do..

just some of them. basically, all the good things in life. insyaAllah. amin.

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salam.

i’m very tired by the end of may. exhausted u may say. but i had a lot of fun n joy, i won’t trade it for anything in the world. :)) its not like i went hiking or rock climbing this past 3 days. nothing that adventurous. in fact all we did was hanging out, karaoke-ing, fish spa-ing.. whats so tiring abt that? i’m left wondering…

but its good u know. awesome. i get to meet up with some old friends. n life has been pretty fantastic for some of them. though some are having some bad times. but hey, thats just life. cheer up okay? hehe.

as for me, i’ve been having some good times. yeah. i’ve been happy lately. “bahagia” is the more accurate word to describe it maybe. haha. i hope things could stay the same. however, thats just not the way the universe works. nothing stays the same. the world is always revolving, n so is our lives.

i’m out of words. it felt like i had more to say but i can’t think of any right now. maybe some other time. until i blog again. hehe.

later. take care.

salam.

okay, so the title has nothing much to do with this post. i’m just attracted to it. thats all. heee. the only relation of the title to me (maybe) is i am obsessed with something (or someone. hehe.) and i am stressed right now. exam is just around the corner people! huaaa.

currently am tired of reading, and wondering. hmmmm… should i continue with it? i dunno. i’d like to. but i also wouldn’t want to. haha. i’m confused! never mind me. this is the part where i talk to myself and end up with no conclusion. so basicly its useless and time-wasting. especially at times like this. super-especially when it comes to this particular same-old-same-old-situation. *sigh*

so, more news. i am currently quite addicted to twitter. its nothing really. its just about telling the world what u’re up to, u’re thoughts etc. and also about knowing (perhaps stalking? haha) about others, which is those that u follow of course. its fun while its new and while i have the time and utilities. hopefully it’ll stay that way for a long time. improvement is most welcomed though. haha.

recently received a reminder. invitation to join facebook. the one many have tried to persuade me. at first the reason i ignored them (the invis) was because i just couldn’t be bothered by it. i mean, more acc? too lazy to keep up. hehe. but now, i find myself wanting to join it since more and more of my friends are facebookers. but something is holding me back. ahhh, the childishness and complications of it. ooopss, i never intend to aim that to anyone okayyyy?? its my personal feeling. and i have the right to feel that way. just waiting and waiting now. maybe someday u’ll find me there, or maybe not. we’ll see.

wow. surprisingly i find this post very relaxing. i am somehow expressing all this tiredness and stresses and exhaustion and loneliness and complications and bla bla bla. u know what i mean. wish i had someone i could tell this. someone whos willing to listen, someone i’m willing to expose myself to. i need u. where are you?

okayy. good luck to me in my exams. good luck also to everyone! cherry cherry boom boom. (nothing else i can say. haha.) later~

salam.

oopss. been a while. hehe. life’s been quite hectic these days. and suddenly its almost final exam now!! how fast time flies..

anyway, since my last post, i’ve been doing a lot of stuffs. i mean it. a lot! lets see.. hmmm. starting with pharmaniaga trip, then there was that boring seminar at dynasty hotel. luckily the food was awesome! hehe. next, operasi khidmat masyarakat, futsal (first time playing; 3rd place!), jason mraz concert (superb~~), jump rope for heart (full-and-complete-body-ache-but-undeniably-menarik. huhuh..), scrabble, “hot n cold” summit of excellence (hmmmm.) and latest, forum speaker for english day (need the money. haha!).

i must say, the most tiring week was the one where i had opkim on saturday, futsal on sunday, concert on wednesday (and of course THE meeting on the same day), and jump rope on saturday, sunday. two extreme physical activities in less than 10 days! i’m amazed at myself.. hehe.

opkim 2009

futsal

jason mraz concert

jump rope for heart

then a long break before the big night. also tiring because of the shock of not having any physical activity i guess. the body was getting used to it. and now sadly its back to normal. huahua. most people said nice things about the dinner. praising, and saying it was grande. but i guess getting to see it from the emcee point of view, it wasn’t that thrilling. however, am just glad its done. and even more glad knowing that it was a success (though i cant seem to really agree with it. huhu).. must thank the performers. enjoyed it! best performances ever! as of now. heheh.

summit of excellence

hot n cold

currently, i’m thinking of assignments and lab reports. dunno where to start. just thinking about it and i’m already sleepy~ i need my beauty sleep! i’ll start tomorrow, okay?

i think i’m heading off to my bed now. tata! ohh. and i’m also thinking of someone. you know who you are! *wink*

hmmm.

hey there. salam.

been quite busy these days. a lot of additional stuffs going on. not to mention the studies. tomorrow is mr tommy’s presentation. horror! haha. hopefully everything and everyone will do well. =)

despite all the busy-ness, i think i have to mention this today. i would like to express my gratitude n a lot of thanks to friends who remembers my day. hehe. thank you all! also, to these bloggers; iza, fiza, zaty, nad, thanks for the sweet post! and thank you for the presents!

today is my 20th bday. i wasn’t really looking forward to this day because of the numbers. feels like i’m not young anymore! haha. but at least still young than most of the others. hehe. however, i am happy. very happy. i thank you friends!

a little secret. i’ve also been feeling a lil sad. feels like the heart wants to cry but it wont. knowing that its not worth it. its not. seriously.

last words. again, thank you all! and, happy birthday to me~~~

salam..

wow. 11 day sure seems like a very long time.. hehe. there were 2 trips actually. 2 very different trips. the first one was a disaster program handled by a volunteer association and the other one was a so-called academic mission to indonesia. hehe. though, if there was anything in common between the two is that both are tiring and hot! i’m burned.. =(

nevertheless both are OK. the disaster program was a whole new experience for me. not forgetting to mention the new friends. they’re cool! hehe. we also got to experience a situation where we were to response to a ‘disaster’ which was a landslide. what a coincidence huh. just a few days ago there was a terrible landslide at bukit antarabangsa. i feel sorry for them. anyway, back to the topic. i got to be the hospital attendant. i was supposed to help the doctors and nurses. but at the time, it was so hectic that i was kinda lost. dunno what to do. after all, most of us are pharmacist-to-be. not doctors-to-be. so i guessed everyone else was also kinda lost (well, maybe not everyone la..). somehow, we ‘managed’ to let 2 victims pass away. huhuh.

my group with shah as the kepala puak. hehe.

went back to shah alam on the evening of nov 30th and head off to the next trip a few hours later. our flight was scheduled at 0630, dec 1st. so, can you imagine the tiredness? huhu. but then, the overall rating for the indonesia trip was fine. though the water and foods aren’t really up to standards. huhu. owh but, the foods in jogja was great! it was spicy but it was delicious! thanks to UGM for taking care of us. hehe. bandung and jakarta are shopping heavens. but the foods are starting to get to us. it wasn’t something we’re used to i guessed. some of us even got diarrhea. that’s what you call experience right. so be strong friends! hehe.

interesting places in indonesia are candi prambanan, candi borobudur, tangkuban parahu and taman mini indonesia indah. some interesting shopping places are malioboro, around the candis, factory outlets in bandung of course, pasar baru, and some places in jakarta like manggar 2 and tanah abang. unfortunately, i didn’t go to jakarta’s shopping heavens. it was a tight schedule. definitely have to go to indonesia again to shop! hehe.

holding down one of the candi..

posing with the walls. =)

it was great hanging out with the UGM-ians..

the best factory outlet so far..

cold!!

inserted some interesting pics. there’s so many things to write but so little space. hehe. ok, so its not really about the little space. there’s just so many things to write down but too many can be boring right? so i’ll just save it to myself. heee.

i believe that is all. take care!